Oh no.
It's already Monday again! The time honestly flies so fast out here!
This
week, I´ve been trying really hard to push myself out of my comfort zone. I´ve
been talking to more people on the street, being a little more bold with my
questions and just trying to be the missionary the Lord wants me to be. I still
have a long way to go haha!
On
Tuesday (or at least I think it was Tuesday) we had a lesson with Marcos, an
old investigator that the hermanas had prior to Elder Lizarraga and I showing
up. It honestly is incredible to see how the Lord prepares people to receive
the gospel and I mean prepares. We were talking about the plan of salvation
with him as his father had recently passed away. Suddenly, I decided to
change the course and read 2 Nephi 31 and I challenged him to baptism. He
declined, saying that he has to do a little more of his own searching but his
beliefs are so close to ours, that I have no doubt that he´ll take the leap of
faith. I can´t even express my joy to you guys after I invited him. I felt
completely overpowered with this happiness and energy that I haven´t felt
anywhere else. I honestly felt on top of the world haha!
Then we
have Ninoska. She passed through a really scary time on Thursday. She almost
died because of her low sugar levels. To give you an idea, the normal sugar
level is 120. She was at 20. She told us of how in almost a dream she heard her
son Vicente yelling "Eat! Eat! Eat!" as he stuffed crackers in her
mouth. We were so shocked when we found out, but the weirdest thing is that
later that day when we passed by, she seemed the happiest and healthiest I've
ever seen her. We talked a little more and we asked her to send us off with the
prayer. In the prayer, she PROMISED the Lord that she would make the necessary steps
to make it to baptism because she knew it was what He wanted. The Lord works
miracles, I promise.
One of
our less actives that we visit is named Marcos (different from the one above)
and as he is getting married to his girlfriend in November, we stopped by to
talk about the Temple and Temple Marriage. Elder Lizarraga has the sweetest
magazine with pictures of a ton of temples around the world, so we brought it
to share with him. As Marcos flipped through the pages and as we talked about
the blessings of attending the Temple, the spirit was palpable. Talking about
being married for the Eternities, about our life after we die and the absolutely
breathtaking potential we have, it was just amazing. Oh and if you were
wondering, no, I was not trunky during the lesson haha! ;) The Spirit just
keeps manifesting itself in ways stronger and stronger, it´s unreal. I´ve never
ever felt the spirit so much in my life as I do now.
We were
contacting on the street later that day without having any luck. Then as we
pass this teenager, I decide "why not?" and started talking to him.
This kid is golden. His name is Julio, and we talked for quite a while about
the nature of God, who he is to us and why He plays such a vital role in our
lives. And you know we got his info!!!! Unfortunately, he lives in the other
sector so I won´t be able to teach him :´( But I´m just glad to get him started
on the path.
Ok, now
this Sunday. It was really interesting, because on paper, Sunday should´ve been
a disaster. One of our really strong investigators came to Relief Society and
Sunday School, but had to go home before sacrament meeting (which is the most
important part!!!! oh, and by the way the schedule is flipped here in our
ward), and later sent us a text saying that she can´t meet with us anymore
because of some family complications. Ninoska wanted to come but couldn’t
because there was no one to accompany her from her family to help load her into
the car from her wheelchair. After church, every single plan fell through and
we had only a handful of contacts throughout the day. It was a little rough.
But you know what? A miracle happened. As we were walking at the end of the
day, I contacted a couple of guys on the street on a whim and asked them about
their belief in God. One of them quickly slipped away (which no one would if
they knew why we´re talking to them in the first place!!! Agh, missionary
probs) and left us with a middle aged man named Andres. At first he was very
reserved, telling us he was an atheist but as we talked he began to pour out
all the pain and trials he´s been experiencing in the past few years. The man
is separated, has been kicked out of his house and has a drug addict son who
was recently hospitalized. He´s lost all hope and says that he just doesn´t
know what to do and he doesn´t understand why life won´t let him have
happiness. I looked him in the eye and recited 2 Nephi 27:23 which says
"For behold, I am God; and I am a God of miracles;
and I will show unto the world that I am the same yesterday, today,
and forever; and I work not among the children of men save it
be according to their faith"
With all
the power I could muster I looked at this man, feeling a complete love and
compassion that I can never understand and said, "I know that God is a God
of miracles. Every challenge, EVERY challenge you are facing, whether it be
with your ex wife or with your beloved son will be resolved as you turn to
him." He thanked us with true gratitude for our words and we got his info
to continue teaching him. He doesn't live in our area, so we´re going to pass
him off to the other Elders again (gosh darn it!!). That moment made everything
worth it. He needs the message that I have and when I have the chance to share
it with the power and authority that I´ve been given, it’s unreal. I´ve come to
learn that really, charity is everything. As it says in 1 Corinthians 13:
Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have
not charity, I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling
cymbal.
And though I have the gift of prophecy, and
understand all mysteries, and all knowledge; and though I have all faith, so
that I could remove mountains, and have not charity, I am nothing.
And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and
though I give my body to be burned, and have not charity, it profiteth me nothing.
Learn now to develop this love. It is the key
to absolutely everything in life. I know that Christ is my savior, that he
lived, suffered, and died for me. The least we can do is try to show him our
love by following his commandment: Love thy neighbor as thyself.
God Bless you all and catch you next week!
From the ¨land of my inheritance¨ (and with love),
Elder
Pomar
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